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I hate staying home

It's such bullshit. My dad all yelling at me "WHY ARE YOU WATCHING TV AND NOT CLEANING YOUR ROOM?" I can ask you the same thing. Why are you constantly playing bullshit games on Facebook and NOT getting a job? Exactly. Stfu Dad.

I'M FUCKING EXCITED FOR CHRISTMAS

Connie, I know you're pretty much the only one reading this, so please read it.

I used to have these weird fucked up dreams where my closest friends are in a tragedy of some sort and sometimes die. I'd wake up crying at 4am in the morning not being able to fall back asleep. One of last times I had one of these dreams was in 7th grade. Watching Up with my family made me remember all the times that you and I had together like actually watching the movie, just us together. And we'd talk about things that we planned on doing, but never actually got to do. Like how Carl and Ellie did, just without the whole romantic marriage shit. How does this relate to my fucked up dreams? Two nights ago, I had a dream that you died in a car accident. I woke up at 5am crying my eyes out because it felt so real. I remember the dream in vivid detail.

It was in July after we graduated. We were just driving to the movies, you driving and me in the passenger seat. Just you and I and we were gonna pick up Stephanie. And there was a bus hijacked from behind us on the way towards Eden Shores next to the built Costco. It hit us right behind us and I got knocked out. I woke up in the hospital with Rikki and Stephanie sitting next to me. I automatically asked what happened. They hesitated and I knew that something was wrong automatically, so I started crying. They told me that your airbag didn't deploy and you hit your head through the windshield. The bus used the back of the car of the ramp, so it got on top crushing us both. I made it out with both my legs broken and my back broken. You didn't come out at all. Then the three of us just started crying hysterically. Then I woke up with my blanket almost soaked. It felt so real.

I know it might not be easy for you to read this, but I wanted you to know that I love you so much Connie, you don't even know. You're my best friend and I never want you to leave my life. I really don't know what else to say. I miss you. I love you.

PS: You're coming over on Saturday with everyone no matter what you say.

Getting my priorities right.

1. School
2. Money
3. Music
4. Weight
5. Hair
6. Hats
7. Shoes
8. Clothes
9. Kingdom Hearts II

I can do this.

BEASTIN THO.

Bitch I Never Had

Celebrating my 50th post.

Halloween2009

Interesting. Woke up at 9, hopped out of bed, turned my swag on, and watched Back To The Future Part 2. Then showered. Then went downstairs to cook with my dad. Then Connie and Rikki came over. Rikki is terrified of bunnies hahaha. We do what we always do and just chill in my room doing nothing. Then at about 5, we went on the bus and went to the mall, while Rikki went to BITCHASSNIGGAFACE's house. We gave her 15 minutes. Me and Connie both knew, she wasn't gonna make it. We chilled at the mall and I had to get home. After some confusion, me and Connie took the bus THAT TOOK HELLA LONG TO COME home. Then we chilled at home for a bit until David and etcetc. came by and told us that Taco Bell was giving out free black tacos. Me and Connie wanted to go, but she didn't feel like going. So I left her. So we go to Taco bell for hella long and it eventually gets hella packed. I see Sheena, Amber, Christian, Rossel, and some other people there. Btw, Rossel, if you're reading this, I'm sorry for dropping your taco. Anyways, Rikki comes and we go back to the house with JedMarvin. We get home and go upstairs where Connie was. She's all like WTF IS THAT JEDMARVIN? I think she was mad. And then, AJ, Jimmy, James, Bob, and David come by. HELLA people in my room. We tried to watch Paranormal Activity, but the streaming site wasn't cooperating. And we go downstairs after my parents leave to just do whatever. Then Connie and Rikki WALKED home. WTF. So me, James, David, and JedMarvin follow them until they get home. We left Jimmy at the house to be scared shitless. HAHA. So we go home and James and David play Brawl for a bit then they had to leave. And now this. End.