SHEENA FRANCO.

Calm down. It's not that big of a deal haha. You shouldn't be that sorry, I still had fun. It's all good, don't trip. <3

I'm tired of my dad's shit.

I REALLY wanna move out with my sisters. I HELLA don't wanna be the only one with my parents. Calling me downstairs just to fucking get them water and brewing fucking coffee. I'm tired of their shit. And my dad's all like "YOU'RE NOT DOING SHIT ANYMORE" NIGGA WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING? I don't see you out there getting fucking money for the family. I don't see you working. I don't see you bringing home a fucking hard earned check. I cannot wait till I get out of this shit.

About Last Night...

Last night was cool. Sheryl took control of my camera and took many many pictures. I had about 3/100 pictures in there. She still has my camera, but I have her ID, so it's fair. She taught me how to dance haha. I suck at dancing. Period. Well, I kinda knew how to slow dance, so it's all good. I lost her about 3-4 times. Then after, when I was getting her stuff, everyone started pushing and shit at coat check. Took us an hour to get her stuff. She was sooo tired, so we just took her home without eating. =/ Oh well, I still had some fun. Kbye.

STDs

I hate it when people say things like, "oh, that's in the past! I changed now!" because 75% of the time, it's bullshit. It's like someone with several STD's going all like "OMG I USED TO HAVE SEX ALL THE TIME BUT I CHANGED! THAT WAS IN THE PAST!" Oh, just because you "changed" doesn't mean that your past is erased. If it were to be erased, then you'd have a clean penis or vagina. Like permanent records. It will never go away. You can't run away from your past. You can put it behind you, but it will never go away.

I hate the feeling where you know someone trusts you, but you don't trust them back. I appreciate being trusted and all, but I don't know if I can return the trust. I dunno, it makes me feel bad, like I'm being a bad friend. =/