This Last Year

Will be a tough one for me. I didn't notice how much the class of 2010 influenced me. Last time I went to graduation, which was when my sister graduated 2008, most of the graduates were people I didn't know or were just there. But this year, my friends graduated. They weren't just people who were older than me, they were my friends and it scares me. These first 3 years of high school made me become friends with the class of 2010 and seeing them as older brothers or sisters. Seeing them walk the stage is unbelievable. It scares me that my next year of high school, I won't be able to get the same help that I got the last 3 years, I won't have the guidance of the "older sibling". I'm not ready to be a Senior. I'm not ready to have these kids look up to me as I did with the upperclassmen. But I'm gonna have to grow some balls and walk that stage. One more year, baby. I got this.