It's killing me inside too.

Don't think that this is something that I wanted to do because it wasn't. It needed to be done and quite frankly, it seemed like the only choice I had to make. I don't love you anymore. I loved who you used to be. The girl I met a year ago. The quiet girl on the tennis team who didn't have many friends. The shy girl who had trust issues with people. Most importantly, the girl who understood me like no one else could. You taught me to see positivity in my life and now look at you. Completely cynical. You're acting as if I wanted this to happen. If I could, I would relive our friendship. Too bad I can't. Too bad you wouldn't. You're having the time of your life right now. Too bad I'm not part of it. Hopefully, you'll go back to how you were before, because that was when you were at your best. Until then, goodbye.