SHEENA FRANCO.

Calm down. It's not that big of a deal haha. You shouldn't be that sorry, I still had fun. It's all good, don't trip. <3

I'm tired of my dad's shit.

I REALLY wanna move out with my sisters. I HELLA don't wanna be the only one with my parents. Calling me downstairs just to fucking get them water and brewing fucking coffee. I'm tired of their shit. And my dad's all like "YOU'RE NOT DOING SHIT ANYMORE" NIGGA WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING? I don't see you out there getting fucking money for the family. I don't see you working. I don't see you bringing home a fucking hard earned check. I cannot wait till I get out of this shit.

About Last Night...

Last night was cool. Sheryl took control of my camera and took many many pictures. I had about 3/100 pictures in there. She still has my camera, but I have her ID, so it's fair. She taught me how to dance haha. I suck at dancing. Period. Well, I kinda knew how to slow dance, so it's all good. I lost her about 3-4 times. Then after, when I was getting her stuff, everyone started pushing and shit at coat check. Took us an hour to get her stuff. She was sooo tired, so we just took her home without eating. =/ Oh well, I still had some fun. Kbye.

STDs

I hate it when people say things like, "oh, that's in the past! I changed now!" because 75% of the time, it's bullshit. It's like someone with several STD's going all like "OMG I USED TO HAVE SEX ALL THE TIME BUT I CHANGED! THAT WAS IN THE PAST!" Oh, just because you "changed" doesn't mean that your past is erased. If it were to be erased, then you'd have a clean penis or vagina. Like permanent records. It will never go away. You can't run away from your past. You can put it behind you, but it will never go away.

I hate the feeling where you know someone trusts you, but you don't trust them back. I appreciate being trusted and all, but I don't know if I can return the trust. I dunno, it makes me feel bad, like I'm being a bad friend. =/

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I hate staying home

It's such bullshit. My dad all yelling at me "WHY ARE YOU WATCHING TV AND NOT CLEANING YOUR ROOM?" I can ask you the same thing. Why are you constantly playing bullshit games on Facebook and NOT getting a job? Exactly. Stfu Dad.

I'M FUCKING EXCITED FOR CHRISTMAS

Connie, I know you're pretty much the only one reading this, so please read it.

I used to have these weird fucked up dreams where my closest friends are in a tragedy of some sort and sometimes die. I'd wake up crying at 4am in the morning not being able to fall back asleep. One of last times I had one of these dreams was in 7th grade. Watching Up with my family made me remember all the times that you and I had together like actually watching the movie, just us together. And we'd talk about things that we planned on doing, but never actually got to do. Like how Carl and Ellie did, just without the whole romantic marriage shit. How does this relate to my fucked up dreams? Two nights ago, I had a dream that you died in a car accident. I woke up at 5am crying my eyes out because it felt so real. I remember the dream in vivid detail.

It was in July after we graduated. We were just driving to the movies, you driving and me in the passenger seat. Just you and I and we were gonna pick up Stephanie. And there was a bus hijacked from behind us on the way towards Eden Shores next to the built Costco. It hit us right behind us and I got knocked out. I woke up in the hospital with Rikki and Stephanie sitting next to me. I automatically asked what happened. They hesitated and I knew that something was wrong automatically, so I started crying. They told me that your airbag didn't deploy and you hit your head through the windshield. The bus used the back of the car of the ramp, so it got on top crushing us both. I made it out with both my legs broken and my back broken. You didn't come out at all. Then the three of us just started crying hysterically. Then I woke up with my blanket almost soaked. It felt so real.

I know it might not be easy for you to read this, but I wanted you to know that I love you so much Connie, you don't even know. You're my best friend and I never want you to leave my life. I really don't know what else to say. I miss you. I love you.

PS: You're coming over on Saturday with everyone no matter what you say.

Getting my priorities right.

1. School
2. Money
3. Music
4. Weight
5. Hair
6. Hats
7. Shoes
8. Clothes
9. Kingdom Hearts II

I can do this.

BEASTIN THO.

Bitch I Never Had

Celebrating my 50th post.

Halloween2009

Interesting. Woke up at 9, hopped out of bed, turned my swag on, and watched Back To The Future Part 2. Then showered. Then went downstairs to cook with my dad. Then Connie and Rikki came over. Rikki is terrified of bunnies hahaha. We do what we always do and just chill in my room doing nothing. Then at about 5, we went on the bus and went to the mall, while Rikki went to BITCHASSNIGGAFACE's house. We gave her 15 minutes. Me and Connie both knew, she wasn't gonna make it. We chilled at the mall and I had to get home. After some confusion, me and Connie took the bus THAT TOOK HELLA LONG TO COME home. Then we chilled at home for a bit until David and etcetc. came by and told us that Taco Bell was giving out free black tacos. Me and Connie wanted to go, but she didn't feel like going. So I left her. So we go to Taco bell for hella long and it eventually gets hella packed. I see Sheena, Amber, Christian, Rossel, and some other people there. Btw, Rossel, if you're reading this, I'm sorry for dropping your taco. Anyways, Rikki comes and we go back to the house with JedMarvin. We get home and go upstairs where Connie was. She's all like WTF IS THAT JEDMARVIN? I think she was mad. And then, AJ, Jimmy, James, Bob, and David come by. HELLA people in my room. We tried to watch Paranormal Activity, but the streaming site wasn't cooperating. And we go downstairs after my parents leave to just do whatever. Then Connie and Rikki WALKED home. WTF. So me, James, David, and JedMarvin follow them until they get home. We left Jimmy at the house to be scared shitless. HAHA. So we go home and James and David play Brawl for a bit then they had to leave. And now this. End.

RIKKI = BITCH

TRUTH.

Good Job Dad.

For cussing out the neighbors. You just gained a whole lot of respect from me.

I HATE BEING SICK.

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRGH.

You're just pissing me off now.

Really now? I didn't do anything to you, except care for you a lot. And you just constantly diss me as if I only wanted to hurt you, which I didn't. If anything, you hurt me the most. You know, I never wanted to call you this because it was uncalled for and just unnecessary, but you're a bitch. Yeah, I said it. You're a bitch. I wish someone would just show you this so you know how I feel about you now. Get of my homeboy's dick because no one wants your uglyass. No one does. I'm gonna get a female dog and name it after you, just so I can get mad at it and call it a bitch. Sound familiar? Doesn't it sound like something you did? Because you're a bitch. I don't care anymore. You're a bitch. I'm over this shit. I'm done. Fuck you.

I hate myself right now.

I feel so dirty. Not physically of course, but I'm not appreciating what I'm doing. I would have never pictured myself doing something like this. I really need to stop and just focus on what I really want.

So I come home from practice

And I see my sister on the couch holding a bunny. Wtf. Apparently, it's ours now. his name is Peanut and he loves the sound of the Ukulele.

My favorite Nas verse ever.

They say I’m so low key, I’m socially awkward
Only niggas who really know me who I talk with
They smile in the light, hate in the dark
You call it beef to me it's just a fuckin’ walk in the park
Because you are who you are when nobody's lookin'
That's who you are so when the cash and the cars is gone
The day after tomorrow, don’t be askin’ to borrow
Ski maskin’ it hard like the way you rap in your bars
I could ride on you and whoever, devise new endeavors
I’m as live as a hive full of predators
Twenty thousands different species of bees
Some have poisonous sting, some just pollinate leafs
Like rap, some just buzz some will attack
Compromise their own life in fact
Sixteen years since my first sixteen
Pardon the rest of my niggas
But I’m the best whoever did it

More random things.

-People think of me as a really big teddy bear.
-I really don't have many hats. People think I do tho.
-I've been growing my hair out for 3 years.
-I have 2 small dogs.
-Back To The Future part 2 is one of the best movies ever.
-I don't watch football.
-I haven't played any video games in so long.
-Zion-I = Best rappers from the Bay in this Millennium.
-I hate R&B singers that always sing about sex or themselves.
-I don't understand fobass asians.
-I have a Hello Kitty key as a gift from Connie and some females see it and go "OMG I WANT THAT, WHERE DID YOU GET IT???"
-I went to 4 elementary schools. All in Hayward.
-The words "Swag" "Post" "Cat" (as in "He hella catted on you") and "Swoop" need to die immediately.
-Taylor Swift is the ONLY country singer I will listen to, only because she'll be my wife.
-I don't understand Rockers.
-MTV is bullshit. Except for Run's House.
-I'm naturally a happy person.
-It's very rare that I get extremely happy because of a single person.
-Flava Flav needs to be shot in the face.
-I don't understand the Harry Potter series after the second movie/book.

I'm pretty damn happy.

=)

Oh, happy life. Why can't you always be like this?

I never actually realized

how much the movie "Rent" impacted my love for music. The lyrics to all the songs made me actually listen to the lyrics in the garbage music that played on the radio, when I didn't realize how dirty and stupid the lyrics are. The songs have a great tune and instrumentals and the lyrics make a lot of sense. I know it's a musical, but still. Listening to all the songs again make me go back to when I first watched the movie. In Lake Tahoe with my sisters in the living room of the hotel suite. I was on the couchbedthingy and my sisters were in their separate chairs. I remember when Angel died in the story and I was hiding my tears from my sisters to show that I wasn't a pussy and that I was "hella hard". It's amazing how stupid I was back in 7th and 8th grade. I remember how I stole the Soundtrack from my sister and listening to it nonstop. I still have the cd and I don't think my sister knows. Haha. I miss that movie. I will now illegally download it onto my computer.

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FINISHED UNTITLED

WHOO. I'M HAPPY. TIM AIN'T GOT NOTHING ON ME.


When I first saw you
I thought you was hella cute
You had the smile and the face
So I thought I could pursuit
You.
But I didn’t cause
You wouldn’t let me get it
And you were with this dude
So I decided not to hit it
You were kissing here and there
He was playing with your hair
I couldn’t do anything,
except to growl like bear
Not because of you,
but inside my own frustration
In my head, I couldn’t hear my own narration
You stopped my focus
And became my addiction
I couldn’t think because you
Broke my concentration
I’ve never been in
This type of situation
I didn’t realize that it was
Just Infatuation
I thought I was being a jerk
Like I was a new boy
I tried being nice
But that was a killjoy
I tried backing off
I know now that that’s wrong
After 6 months
We still don’t even get along

Almost a year passed
And we in 2 of the same class
And you’re staring at me
Like I was being a jackass
Gets me mad
Makes me wanna beat you down
Like a drummer
But I can’t cause
You were one that wasn’t like the others
You actually made me happy
In a special kind of way
When I saw you
You knew it always made my day
I get feelings
But I fight it like Cassius Clay
Telling myself that
You don’t really want me anyways
And it hurts inside
But I still won’t cry
Because you wouldn’t cry,
Even if I died
I cared for you a lot
I wanted love in return
But in fact, you’re just another
Picture to burn
Am I intimidating you?
You’d better be glad
Because I’m not even close to being
Halfway mad
Still can’t believe that
You were second to none
Next time, I’ll think twice before
I think I found the one

Everybody's Nobody - XV

"Day to day I stay awake, writing just to please the crowd, yelling through a megaphone that doesn't make a sound. The homies say enjoy the ride, take your time, once you probably make it to the top, the only place to go is down. I see my life conversions from the person in the stands, so when I'm higher than the ceiling I'm still down with my fans. Home is where the heart is so I'll never have to search, but now that everybody's fly, nobody's down to earth. And everybody twitters, and everybody blogs. But nobody's saying shit, they just copy, paste, reblog, just like one person's opinion becomes everybody's thoughts. When the blind leaves the blind, everybody just gets lost."

Fuck my neighbors.

Just because you have a dumbass baby who can't sleep, don't blame that shit on us. We're a naturally loud family. Silence is not an option with us. Especially me. People wonder why I'm always touching things and making sounds with them. That's because I can't live with silence. I hate silence like it's the devil. If you people can't live with the fact that I always have to hear something, then leave. I don't need your shit. Don't think that my love for music and random sounds are flaws. And trying to force me to turn my shit off is unacceptable. If I can't hear my music when I'm in my own room, what makes me believe that you can hear it when you're a fucking house away? I feel sorry for that damn baby. Not because he can't sleep, but because he has two faggyass parents.

Haven't posted on here.

I shall post random facts now.

-I like food.
-I think Musiq Soulchild is everything an R&B singer should be.
-I don't like cocky people.
-The most amazing line I heard in a rap song is:
"Since everybody's fly, nobody's ever down to earth." By XV in Everybody's Nobody.
-Chris Rock is the funniest black comedian ever.
-I still enjoy playing pokemon.
-I am broke.
-I do not enjoy exerting energy.
-I try to spoil my loved ones, but I just can't.
-I bet you only Connie Tran is reading this right now unless I post this on my Tumblr.
-I don't like 3/4 of my cousins from my Dad's side.
-I <3 my Stockton Family.
-I suck at first impressions.
-Whenever I enter the bathroom at home, the first thing I do is take a big whiff at the smell to make sure no one took a shit before I go in.
-I like to piss people off.
-It's fun to tYp lIk DiiS.
-I like hats.
-I like to watch Run's House even tho 5/7 of the family members piss me off.
-I love dogs.

Tomorrow....

is the day that "Super Nike Nando: The Mixtape" drops. HELLA excited. NandoMcFlyy FTW.

I hate myself.

For going Tumblr. Kill me naoz.

Fcuking Tumblr.

I don't see how it's so attractive. It's like another fcuking MySpace. I just don't get it.

Daydreams.

I like to daydream
Every day in class
Gets a lot of fucking pressure
Right up offa my ass
And I go to a world
Where I can just relax
Go look at the clouds
While I lay in the grass
Look to my left
My Fambam
To my right
Goddamn
Theres a female looking at me
And she says I am
The woman of your dreams
And just when it’s getting good
It’s ripped by the seams
And I’m back to the hood
I question out loud
Yo, who just woke me up?
The teacher rose his hand
As he drank coffee from his cup
He said you needa learn all these
Things up here
Otherwise, when you grow up
You won’t have a career
I say yeah whatever
And put my head back down
I have better things to do
Than to listen to this clown
I think to myself
Damn, where the hell was I?
Then I tell myself that
It’s time to continue my daydream

The female in my dream looks like
Taylor Swift
And I say Oh my god
I thank you for this gift
I want her really bad
I tell her, Girl, I want you mine
She opens her mouth
I hear, “For the last time!
You need to get up
And do the work on the board”
I hate my damn teacher
So I left him ignored
He grabbed me by the arm
And pushed me down to the floor
I say What the fuck bitch?
Or should I call you a whore?
Then he gets mad
And starts to kick me when I’m down
I say fuck this, I’m done
All getting pushed around
I pull out my gun
And I shoot him in the head
5 bullets shot
And I realized he’s dead
The cops rush in
And I’m as still as a statue
Thinking to myself
What have I gotten myself into?
I wake up all scared in bed
While I cry
This is the very last time
That I Daydream

Conversation with and up and coming rapper.

RonnieYooooo (10:33:53 PM): Supa nike nando
RonnieYooooo (10:33:58 PM): Loving the music tho
RonnieYooooo (10:34:06 PM): Can't wait till the next mixtape
supernikenando (10:34:31 PM): Thanks!
supernikenando (10:34:34 PM): who's this?
RonnieYooooo (10:34:45 PM): Random fan from the bay
RonnieYooooo (10:34:46 PM): Haha
supernikenando (10:34:58 PM): LOL
supernikenando (10:35:00 PM): iight bet
supernikenando (10:35:02 PM): thanks!
supernikenando (10:35:10 PM): get me a show out there!
supernikenando (10:35:11 PM): haha
RonnieYooooo (10:35:38 PM): Haha, sorry, but I don't have any contacts
supernikenando (10:36:47 PM): LOL
supernikenando (10:36:51 PM): it's all good man
supernikenando (10:36:58 PM): thanks doe




I'm getting me some contacts, yo.

OMG

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I'm excited.

Hacked

RONNIE IS LOVED BY RIKKKKI. GOODBYE.

Haha. I<3RikkielizDionisio.

Forget keeping count of the days.

Moving is a pain. Especially when you have to do it in 3 days. Having no internet for a week sucks balls. But I lived through it.....




Wow, haven't updated this in a long time. Basically, I started summer school, Connie left. Sadface. I started listening to Taylor Swift. Taylor Swift<3 She's hot. When I get famous, I'll either look for her or Selena Gomez first. Oh yes. She's basically the only Country singer I'd really listen to. Her voice is just as hot as her body. Yummmmmy.



I love my new room. So much bigger, and no more bunk bed. And I have a huuuuuuuuuuuuuuge closet. I <3 it.

Connie's coming back on Tuesday and my dad is coming back on Sunday, then I'll get my new guitar. Oh yes.

Transformers 2

Day 14:

Sad and depressing day for history. Michael Jackson has passed away sue to cardiac arrest on June 25, 2009. Besides the tragic news, it was Dane's birthday. I was supposed to go to Chuck E Cheese with him and his "crew" but I had to stay home to clean the house. How fun. Other than the terrible news, that was about my day.

RIP Michael Jackson.

Day 15:

Had to go Ate's work for a dermatology appointment for my face. At 10:00. So that killed about an hour. So I get home to watch the True Hollywood Story of Michael Jackson and Terry calls. He came over after practice. Then we go to Mt. Eden park for Ate Rhenell's bbq thingy. So that killed about 3 hours. Then me and Ate Cynthia went to the theatre to get the tickets because we knew it was gonna be packed. We were there from 8-1:45. The movie was 2 hours long and it started at 11. The movie was the shit. Too lazy to type out the rest. Kbye.

R.I.P

August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009

Blaaaaaaaaaaagh

Day 12:

Borrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrring.

Day 13:

Woke up, did nothing. Asian girl came by. We were so bored. Forreal. No joke. We were listening to some Beaner music because we were so bored. Then we left to go to BJ's house to do nothing there. But with the addition of him and a fan. Then we went home. I was SUPPOSED to go see Transformers 2 tonight at 12:15, but Fandango was sold out. So I'm here cleaning my room and whatnot. So yeah. Bye.



OSHT. Forgot to put my grades up.


PE - A
Geometry - B
Food and Nutrition - A
Japanese 1 - C

Bars, breh.

Sundays are always boring.

Day 11:

Boring. Doing this. The End.

I miss the TKD folks.

Day 10:

I woke up to get ready to see the TKD fam at Lake Chabot. I miss them hella much. So we get there to chill and eat. I got shot with water by Little Shane when I was planning not to get wet because it was pretty windy today. I wanted to rent a boat, but we didn't have enough time because Ate Rhenell had work and she had no ride home. So we go home to drop off Ate Nell and Ate Cyn. Then me and mom go to foodmaxx to get food. I see Kristen and Ralph there. Kristen was in the cart while Ralph was pushing. Cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute. We go home and lalala. Nothing else happened except for me getting Starbucks.

First day of work.

Day 9:

Started the day off by trying to sleep at about 1:45. Couldn't sleep until 3 because I was thinking about a lot of things. I woke up around 7:50 to start off my laundry. Then I stayed downstairs to wait for it all to be done. Then I fell asleep watching The Ringer. I woke up around 11:30 to get ready. I get to the school at 12:30 to start working with Kuya Boyet. We worked until 5:30. $10 an hour. Ya'dig? Anyways, I got home and called my Dad in the Philippines. Then I had some WingStop. Then I went upstairs. The rest of my day was boring. Kbye.

"Don't laugh at me, BusDriver!"

Day 8:

So I wake up at 7:30 to get ready to drop off my dad at the airport. We leave at about 8 something. We then go to Uncle Pastor's house to get the others and other packages and whatnot. We get home without dad at about 1245. I tell Connie to get ready to hit up the movies to watch Up. She's indecisive when it comes to clothes. I hate it. She gets here at about 12:50 something. We go to the bus stop right when it leaves. Wow. Another 15 minutes wasted waiting for the bus. Then the bus came and we hit up In-N-Out. I got me a Double Double with Animal Fries and a root beer. Yummy. My number was 28. So I'm waiting for my meal and number 27 and 29 gets called. I get hella upset because I got up when they said 27. -__- We eat our food, then we get our ticket and popcorn and whatnot. The movie is cute, no homo. I recommend it. After, we go to Lucky to buy me a Mocha Rockstar that is not worth 3 dollars. -___- Then there was this dude selling hella shit for 8 dollars each. I didn't want to buy anything so I lied and said I had no money. And while walking to the bus stop, I fall off the curb, and the Bus Driver that was coming our way started to point and laugh at me. So I'm all "DON'T LAUGH AT ME, BUS DRIVER!" And proceeded to walk to the Bus Stop to go to BJ's house. We get to BJ's house to just chill. Connie left at about 815ish. I get home at 930. Again. -____-. Tomorrow, I'll be working. YEEEEAH. Okay bye.

Playing the keyboard is hard.

It really is. Especially the tabs. Like, wtf is this?

5|----------------------------
4|----------------------------
3|----a-a---a-a---a-a---a-a---
2|--a-----a-----a-----a-----a-

Guitar tabs are so much easier.

I should just ask Sheryl to teach me.

Day 5,6,7

Well, Summer has been a pain in the ass.

Day 5
Asian and Tall One came over. Pretty much did nothing for a few good hours. We tried to hit up BJ to see what he was doing, but he had a checkup and apparently, he needs more fiber in his diet. We then went to Carl's Jr. to get me a Double Western Bacon Burger while the other two got milkshakes. Then after about 30 minutes of eating they leave me like a bunch of faggots. I then walked home alone. In the condos. With 5 dollars in my wallet. And a phone. But it's cool. I wasn't gonna get jumped or anything. Then after that, I went in my room and played Paper Mario on my computer until 3am. I have no life. Then it was time for me to sleep.

Day 6
Tall one calls me at 9am saying that she's in front of HIS house. For the record, I hate HIM. So me, being half awake, stayed on the phone like a dumbass. When her phone disconnected, she called back. My dumbass answered it. She told me that I didn't have to answer it if I didn't want to. So I go all like "FORREAL?" then I hung up on her and continued my slumber. When I woke up, I had about 5 missed calls from her and a new voicemail. She loves me. Then I woke up at 1130 and played Paper Mario till I finished it at about 10pm. I have no life.

Day 7
Currently, it is day 7 and I'm about to sleep. Let's see what happens today.

So far, I've been doing...nothing. At all. Not even a new game. I really do have no life.

Happy birthday......

June 16, 1971 - September 13, 1996

I'm gonna be a hypebeast and make a tumblr

Removed for safety purposes.


>=) Now you'll never find me, Jenny.

First 3 days of Summer

After school Thursday:
Went to Quiznos with Asian, Jerk, Stephanie, and Lyndon. I ate that torpedo thingy. Did not fill me up. Ordered another steak thingy. Satisfied. Then Asian and Jerk left, causing Stephanie to be stuck with me and Lyndon. After 45745735463 minutes of planning what to do next, we leave. Stephanie walks home while me and Lyndon walk to Paolo's house. Lyndon had to get picked up by Tahoe street or whatever it's called, so I want to Paolo's alone. So I'm at Paolo's house playing with his piano for a little bit. Then we get dropped off at BJ's house by his mom. BJ's little broskee was having a 6th grade "graduation" party with hella little ass kids. There were about 5 females that I wanted to mess with. Haha. No pedo tho. So we were chilling in BJ's room listening to music and my mom calls me. She tells me to go home right away. Me, being pissed off because of what BJ was doing when I was on the phone with my mom, "PASS THE BLUNT! GIMME THE LIGHTER!", I ignore her and I get home at 930. Haha. I'm a bad son. Then after about 30 minutes in my room, I make Spam Musubi. Yummy. Then I slept.


Friday:
I wake up around 11. I get ready to go to BJ's house. I call him while walking to the Bus Stop and he says he can't have anyone over. I'm all WTF. So I call up Asian to ask where she is. She was at PC park with Jerk and Stephanie. I go to Rotten Robbies to get me a Vitamin Water. I see Fernando with his braided hair there. I say wsup. Then I got my drink and left. Then Joanna sees me walking to the park, and she drops me off there. I go to the park to see the 3 females and we chilled for 2 hours. Then we goes back to my house to watch that channel where we listen to whackass music and watch black people tYpE lYk dI$. Pretty funny stuff. Then Asian leaves. Then the other two leave. And I go upstairs. End.

Saturday
I go to the park for Fernando's barbecue thing. And I see Alexis there and I'm all WTF. So I chilled there for hella long. Then I go to UC for Tin's graduation thing. I see hella people that I haven't seen in hella long. I missed them all. Then we get home at about 130. Then Jamie calls me. Then I fall asleep. End.

Sunday
Boring. Doing this. End.

School's over in one day.

Yay.

I hate this.

I feel like an asshole. I shouldn't be doing this. I don't like fucking shit up. Especially when I know that I'm doing it. Fml.

Damn.

Got drunk for the first time last night. Then my cousins got me thinking. Should I pull it off again? Should I TRY to do it again? Try to save the female from the villain and become the hero? Last time I tried that, I failed. I don't wanna fuck up this friendship that we have right now. Shit, I'm stuck.

This is a title

This is a post. If you didn't notice, I'm bored

The mall is funny

It's fun being a stupid person at the mall. Singing Soulja Boy songs all over the place. Trying to jerk. Almost "disdick"-ing random people. It's fun. I should go and mess with people just for fun sometimes.

Well, today was my birthday...

...and it was pretty cool. I wouldn't say it was the best birthday I had, but it was cool. I liked today. I have a bruise on each arm now. Haha. I got a Cow Bank from Connie today. IT was cute. No homo. Haha. Then after 1st block, I saw Son coming and I almost crapped my pants. I was all "HOLY CRAP WTF OMG I'M OUT." Then I walked hella fast to class. Then all I hear is "RONNIE COME HERE." and I turn around, and I see Son walking hella fast toward me. I was all WTFOMG and ran hella fast. David said that that was the fastest he'd ever seen me run. Asshole. Then I was chilling with Connie and Becca during lunch. They left me for a while to get lunch and I was still hiding from Son. Becca got me two bags of chips. Sunchips and Blue Doritos. Yay. That was my lunch. Haha. Then came 4th block where we had to do our project for Japanese. It was me, Sheena, Arden, and Sam in my group. We had a powerpoint presentation and at the end, there was a special slide just for me saying happy birthday and it had a picture of me throwing up Hayward in front of a sunset. Haha. Then me and Connie went to the house to wait for mom to come home so we can go to Elephant Bar. I had a Shrimp plate because I like shrimp. Then the waiter dude came by with a fried Wonton/Ice Cream/Cherry/Crushed oreo/Whipped cream thingy to me and it got me hyper for a while. Haha. They tried to cake me then, but it didn't work. Then we came home to finish the Cavs/Magics game. Cavs won woo! Cavs are still down 3-2 tho. They'll get up there. You'll see, Lyndon. Then Kuya Boyet came by and we cut the cake. I got caked. Twice. Then some frosting got into my hair and I did not like it. We dropped Connie off home, and Now I'm doing this. Happy birthday to me.


Oh yeah, I forgot. Rikki woke me up this morning at 715. Way too early for me. And she texted me and shit today. Called me before we ate at Elephant Bar. So yeah. That's it. Rikki=<3

People need to just stop.

Fuck. Too much shit going on. I'm moving to Union City, people hate others for no fucking reason, and people can't stay out of other people's businesses. Shit, get a life, yo. Don't be hella nosy and spread shit that's not fucking true. if it ain't your business, don't trip about it. It got nothing to do with you, so why you tripping out about it? Damn. This is why I don't want to go to no Union City. It's 100000x worse than how it is here. FML.

Gangsta Shit.

I wish the world was like my imagination
With simplicity and no complication
No police stations
Always a vacation
Imma make the population
Cherish God's creation
We, as people, have a job to do
Respect and love each other, it don't matter who
But kids don't have a clue
Repping either red or blue
Killing one another while yelling out "Fuck You"
With a pop pop pop.....
Then the body just drops
Killer man now be running from the cops
From this place to that place, this fool gotta hop
The problem with this dude, he's only 14
There's a lot in his life that he hasn't even seen
He gotta get married, gotta find his queen
But no, he wants to stay in this ghettoass scene

In My Eyes

I can see the pain
In her eyes
Because he fed her the lies
The love and the lust
Was just like a gust
Blew away real quick
Without a certain cause
I want to help her out
Because I don’t want to see her cry and pout
She hates this dude with a passion
And yet, loves him with compassion
In the middle is where she’s stuck
While he just doesn’t give a fuck
What’d she do to deserve this?
Receiving tears and anguish from this teenage bitch?
I won’t ask her for this date, yet.
So I’ll just wait and wait and wait
Finally
It’s been so long.
And she has grown so strong
I get to see her here
Her long black hair
It’s like a breath of fresh air
It’s time for me to treat her right
So our love can reach new heights
That is, until she pushes me down
Down to the ground
It seems like it’s my turn to cry
Because the pain you can now see
In my eyes

STILL untitled.

VERSE ONE
When I first saw you
I thought you was hella cute
You had the smile and the face
So I thought I could pursuit
You.
But I didn’t cause
For you it was forbidden
And you were with this dude
So I decided to stay hidden
You were kissing here and there
He was playing with your hair
I couldn’t do anything,
except to fall into despair
Not because of you,
but inside my own frustration
In my head, I couldn’t hear my own narration
Stopped my focus
And became an addiction
Couldn’t think because you
Broke concentration
On things that I could do
During summer vacation
I didn’t realize that it was
Just Infatuation
Hopefully, it wont be
Desperation
I really want to see
Our destination
Until I told myself
Without hesitation
To shut the fuck up and to
Go and think straight, son!

VERSE TWO
I see you walking alone
And that you’re staring at the ground
What’s wrong, yo?
You know I hate to see you frown
Tell me, just tell me
The person that got you down
I’ll tell you right now,
That’ll be that last you’ll see that clown
Now what exactly did he do?
Did he give you mind tricks?
I hope it didn’t break your heart
That’s a hard thing to fix
But I’ll know you’ll overcome it
With the help of me
Because what I feel for you is
L.O.V.E
You don’t need him
You need something better
Yo, he broke up with you
Through a motherfucking letter
Is that what you want?
A guy who’s insecure?
What you really need is
A love that’s pure
That fool back then,
He’s hella immature
He gave you pain
That you couldn’t endure
Like Jason Mraz
Don’t forget that I’m yours
And I'm lucky I'm in love
With a girl that soars.

So...

I forgot the password to my old email so I had to make a new Gmail. With a new Gmail comes a new Blogspot. I will repost all of my old work in different posts and you can just look at all the old posts in the link below.

http://rawneereyes.blogspot.com/